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blank30 May 2011 @ 10:21 pm
Some overdue photos.
1. Busy with school, nothing else but school.
2. Haven't been meeting bbg, feeling so guilty and upset.
3. Examinations in June, H-E-L-P!
4. Mom and I are ok. :)
5. Please let me have a blessed week ahead!
P.S. Zirca/Rebel/Butterfact/Zouk, you're mine in July.
lazy24 May 2011 @ 08:06 am
Almost teared when I saw this little girl sleeping in her mom's arms. It just reminds me of mom and me. I missed those times, when everything I do, I can rely on her. Mom and I haven't been talking for almost a week now. Things suck and I'm getting so tired of all these. Sometimes, I really don't understand what she wants from me. I wished we can be like others, go shopping together, go have lunch together. Whenever I'm working, I saw moms and daughters shopping together, a part of me crushed. The more I think about it, the more I'm on the verge of crying. I'm always telling myself to give in and understand, but things just don't work out.
Can I don't grow up? I want to be the little girl where I get beaten and scolded when I made mistakes, because I would just cry and everything be eventually be fine again.
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Current Location: Train
Current Mood: Sad
19 May 2011 @ 08:20 pm
Attended CO's Awards Night yesterday @ SOUL! :)
Met up with the colleagues at City Hall and had shaker fries before heading down together!
Rahman, my ex colleague and one of besties. Miss him loads!
My current store manager, Jaz. :)
It was a great party with my colleagues. I missed all of them, the current ones and those who have already transferred out. I'll be leaving by the end of May, that is, in another one week time. But we promised to meet up whenever we have time. To all the full timers and managers, work hard and please take care, love you all many! :)
Current Location: Bedroom
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loved16 May 2011 @ 10:32 pm
Another night at Zirca.
I've stopped clubbing for a month and finally I was back at Zirca last Friday. Feels so weird to drink the first cup of Martell that night.
Anyway, CO's Awards Night is tomorrow and I'm still not sure if I should head down. Sure it would be fun to see all my old colleagues, we missed one another and it would just be yet another wonderful gathering. I've told my Store Manager that I'll be going though, so I guess, I should be going? The theme is wildlife, and I can already foresee the number of leopards I'll see tomorrow. Lol.
What have I been doing these days? School. School and just school. There are assignments and projects due, so yeah, pretty much the same old routine each day. And honestly, I getting sick and tired of school. Can't wait for ITP to start and I can graduate asap.
What's bothering me now: MOM. I wonder when will she finally realize all these nagging ain't helping and instead, is making things worse. Sometimes, I wonder if the problem lies with me or her, or it's just the fact that we can't understand each other because of age gap. She's always so negative and demoralizing. I don't know what can satisfy her, one big diamond ring? Is it that I must buy something for her to make her know that I care? And why does she always has this idea that I'm not working hard enough for a better future? Partying once in awhile means I'm not working hard enough? Seriously, she needs to wake up her fucking idea. It's really rude to look at her and just tell her to stop talking, right in her face, but that is the only way to let her realize she is going overboard. I seriously don't know to feel upset or angry with her now. Yes, and all you all are going to tell me is: Well, she cares. Of course I know she cares! I know she cares that's why I shut up 90% of the time when there is an argument. But the more I keep quiet, the more things she has to say. I just need her to trust me and have a little more faith in me, why is it so hard?
Current Location: Bedroom
Current Mood: 
exhausted
exhausted11 May 2011 @ 10:27 pm
"Before you can grow up, you must fall in love 3 times. Once, you must fall in love with your best friend, ruining your friendship forever. This will teach you who your true friends are, and the fine line between friendship and more.
Once you must fall in love with someone you believe is perfect. You will learn that no one is perfect, and that you should never be treated as anything less than you deserve.
And once, you must fall in love with someone that is exactly like you. This will teach you about who you are, and who you want to be. And when you’re through will all that, you learn that the people who care about you the most are the ones that you hurt, and the ones that hurt you are the ones that needed you the most.
But most of all, you learn that love is only a concept and is not something that can be defined, it is different to each and every person on this earth, knowing that everyone only wants to be loved."
(via eletheowl)
Hectic school, projects are piling up.
The only good news: I'm quitting one of my jobs by the end of May.
And bad news: Exams = no more working temporary. I'll be broke in June.
The thing that keeps me smiling: Bf. :)
Once you must fall in love with someone you believe is perfect. You will learn that no one is perfect, and that you should never be treated as anything less than you deserve.
And once, you must fall in love with someone that is exactly like you. This will teach you about who you are, and who you want to be. And when you’re through will all that, you learn that the people who care about you the most are the ones that you hurt, and the ones that hurt you are the ones that needed you the most.
But most of all, you learn that love is only a concept and is not something that can be defined, it is different to each and every person on this earth, knowing that everyone only wants to be loved."
(via eletheowl)
Hectic school, projects are piling up.
The only good news: I'm quitting one of my jobs by the end of May.
And bad news: Exams = no more working temporary. I'll be broke in June.
The thing that keeps me smiling: Bf. :)
Current Location: Bedroom
Current Mood: 
calm
calm10 May 2011 @ 07:40 am
Like it or not, everyone judge, by appearance. They scan you from head to toe, and they assume and they give a conclusion of their own. They may not tell anyone, but it's in their head. Even your hair color counts, what does red hair or blonde hair, with thick make up means? She is Singapore very own ah lian? Can't it be she's going for some event? Just because she looks kind and sweet doesn't mean she's what you see. And does it mean that she says fuck all the time, she's not kind? What's up with people these days?
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09 May 2011 @ 06:28 pm
Love isn’t constant perfection and no one is supposed to understand it.
But it’s real and it keeps your heart beating and it keeps you wanting more.
Love gives you a bright light of hope in your heart and a black hole of mystery in your mind.
Sometimes love doesn’t make sense, but it’s worth it. It always is.
(via runawaytrain)
01 May 2011 @ 04:29 pm
I know what Adalia and bbg will say, "Vain pot leh youuuuuu." But I just cant help it. :B
Okay, so bored now. Here are some random photos taken at work yesterday, with my dearest nana and bbg. <3
Bbg look so cute with her bangs! :D
Nana, she loves touching my butt.
Yummy macarons bought by bbg!
Yesterday was a pretty long day. Work started at 3 in the afternoon, with Nana, and it was fun, she makes me laugh all the time. We ate like mad anyway. We had Chippy's, Ice Talk bubble tea and then Nasi Padang. It's like we didn't stop eating at all. All the food were so nice and irresistible really. Bbg dropped by later around 8pm and ATE WITH US. Seriously, 3 gluttons in the store.
After work ended, bbg and I met up with Fong yung and friend at Teoheng for a KTV session. Had quite a fun time disturbing the hell out of bbg. We haven't met for quite some time, and I love to irritate her. Hehe. :D Spent 4 hours singing and I was totally exhausted, what made it worse was my contact lens. They were so dry and my left eye was hurting like crazy. We quickly had supper at one random coffee shop at Tampines later and headed home straight. I collapsed immediately after my shower, my bed is still the best. :)
So yeah, that's about yesterday. So glad I get to spend time with bbg. Both of us are so busy with our own stuffs and time never seems to be enough.
Going out later with bf, dinner and movie in town! Can't wait! <3
"Being happy doesn’t mean that everything is perfect.
It means that you’ve decided to look beyond the imperfections."
(via itsosm)
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Current Mood: cheerful
cheerful