This heart, it beats for you ♥

This heart, it beats for you ♥

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[Aug. 17th, 2020|11:40 pm]

[	Current Location	\|	Study Table	]
[	Current Mood	\|	accomplished	]

Love doesn't mean you have to have each other.
Love is to see your love happy. ♥

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I wanted you to be the one I love

[Nov. 24th, 2009|09:14 pm]

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[	Current Mood	\|	confused	]
[	Current Music	\|	I Wanted You	]

Cotton On Awards Night 2009

Drank, laughed & screamed.
I love all of them. ♥

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Giving up doesn't mean you love him less.
It's just that you must love yourself more.

(via http://immissingyou.tumblr.com/)

Since you have already made it so clear that day, why dont you just leave me alone?
Everytime I think of you, I'm lost and confused.
And I hate the way you make me feel, the feeling of being happy and yet so unsure and insecure.
Everytime I think of you, a reminder will popped in to my mind: We are friends, and will only be friends.
What do you want? Tell me what exactly do you want?
All these are nonsence, totally rubbish.

The more I think about this, the more fustrated I get.
I'm not angry, just fustrated about the things going on between us.
I just wish you know what you want, because I feel like I'm just a toy to you.
When you feel like playing the toy, you give it all your attention.
And when you don't feel like it, you don't even bother.
When I have already made up my mind that we will, and we can only be friends, why did you melt my heart again?
But no, I'm not going to let this issue affect me. I shall continue to remind myself with that reminder.
Go back to her. You cared, but you cared for her more.

You are the idiot, and I'm the fool.

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The key to her heart

[Nov. 22nd, 2009|09:16 pm]

[	Current Location	\|	Study Table	]
[	Current Mood	\|	calm	]
[	Current Music	\|	Time For Miracles	]

See, when you’re mad, you don’t miss people. So if you stay mad, it’s like you never knew them at all. That way you don’t feel sucky about them leaving you.

(via http://runawaytrain.tumblr.com)

♡ Work was okay today, except there wasn't a single soul in the shop till noon.
♡ The shop was so neat, so neat until I almost couldn't take it. It's sunday yo!
♡ I can even remembered 4 customers actually made payment using Visa/Master in the morning.
♡ So, I was alone in Body from 10am to 2:30pm, that's freaking 4.5 hours just staring into blank space. Applause.
♡ Anyway, It was nice to see Shermaine working as well. I know you love me, Shermaine, hah!
♡ And, Ruddin is still cute.
♡ School starts at 8 for me tomorrow, so not looking forward.
♡ And, are you waiting for me to say something about you?
♡ One word to describe me now: SIAO.

I think I miss you.

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Gotta get over you

[Nov. 21st, 2009|01:14 pm]

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[	Current Mood	\|	confused	]
[	Current Music	\|	Love Me, Leave Me	]

Photography. Pictures, Images and Photos

You can erase someone from your mind. Getting them out of your heart is another story.
Sometimes I wish I could fast forward time just to see if it will all be worth it in the end.

(via http://runawaytrain.tumblr.com)

Boy, why did you turn back? Just go, follow your heart.

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Pancakes with peanut butter, honey and some hazelnut goodness

Olivia, if you read this, this picture is for you: Pancakes with peanut butter, honey and some hazelnut!
Scream all you want, but I know you will love this picture. ♥

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Caught in the arms of the one you love

[Nov. 19th, 2009|01:52 pm]

[	Current Location	\|	SB, Foodcourt 6	]
[	Current Mood	\|	numb	]
[	Current Music	\|	The screaming & laughing	]

Webcammed with Jiahao last night, I was shocked when a plate of food suddenly appeared in font of his computer and he just went eating away. Lols. I gave a classic look(below). (Y)

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Hao, I think you're shocked ttm when you saw these photos. Hah! Anyway, Sher says you have a big head. Take it as a compliment. :P

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Life is not like a pencil, you can't erase your mistakes.
Life is more like a pen, you can use white out to cover your mistakes,
but you will always be reminded of the spot.

(via http://immissingyou.tumblr.com/)

I dont know why, but I kind of like blogging with bullet points these days. Maybe it's because I don't have to type them in complete sentences.

I'm blogging right now, in school, simply because I'm too bored.
I saw my classmates doing PACC tutorial, it was then I realised it's time to study.
Oh, and what happened yesterday almost gave me an heart attack.
But I'm okay now, still surviving.
It's raining now and I'm freezing, I think it will get worse during lecture later.
I hope the rain stops soon, because I really hope I can have a netball game with my juniors later on.
I'm really really cold, I need a jacket/sweater.

Just get back up when they knocked you down.

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Why am I to say?

[Nov. 18th, 2009|08:10 pm]

[	Current Location	\|	Study Table	]
[	Current Mood	\|	depressed	]
[	Current Music	\|	Everyday I Love You	]

Why do we always like the wrong person?
And why does the person we like, like somebody else?

(via http://immissingyou.tumblr.com/)

Some randoms things that happened today:

While working...

I was freezing as I was standing at the fitting room for 5.5 hours.
There were so little customers, I was running back and fore, munching away on my popian from Old Chang Kee.
Ruddin is still as cute as ever.
Guo Wei still makes me laugh.
Calista wore the same top and short as me, only the top is of different colour and we wore different belt.
I sms-ed, with Patrick and Shermaine.
Patrick later came over, passed him the night safari ticket.
Bought a top for mummy as her birthday present.

After work ended...

Wanted to walk home from Marsiling, but it was raining, so I took the bus instead.
Gave up my seat to an old lady in the bus and I shifted to the seat right under the air-con, almost froze to death.
Many thoughts came into my mind as I look out into the rain.
He still popped out every now and then in my mind.
Eventually decided to delete that contact from my phone, even though I have no idea if it's the right thing to do.

Alighted and walked under the rain, feeling pathetic all over again.
Saw some primary school kids getting picked up by their moms make me wished that mummy had spent more time with me back then when I was in primary school.
Took the lift and more thoughts came into my mind, I wonder if I should delete that contact from MSN too.
Finally decided that I should stop thinking because it just hurts too much.
And, I should fill up my stomach now.

You can close your eyes to the things you don't want to see.
But you cannot close your heart to the things you don't want to feel.

(via http://immissingyou.tumblr.com/)

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One last cry, I'm gonna pull you out of my mind

[Nov. 17th, 2009|09:36 pm]

[	Current Location	\|	Study Table	]
[	Current Mood	\|	crushed	]
[	Current Music	\|	When You're Gone	]

Went out with lovelies that day to ION for our IDEA project.

Dinner at Xin Wang Hong Kong Cafe. Awesome. :)

Sorry, not in any mood to blog about what happened that day.
Will update again when I feel like it.

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This heart is aching.

Falling in love is like falling into a deep black hole;
You can't see and you can't force yourself to stop.
It might feel like you are flying for awhile,
But you don't know when you'll land, or if someone would be there to catch you.
Or how much it would hurt if you fall to the bottom.

You never know you might just die from the pain of it.

(via http://immissingyou.tumblr.com/)

I thought I saw you sitting there when I managed to glance at that direction.
But, I was too afraid to look again.
All I did at that moment was to walk towards the door as fast as my legs are willing to carry me.
Because all I know is, I wanna run and hide.
I don't know if you notice me, maybe you weren't there at all.
Maybe, I'm just imagining again.

That name, what is it for?
Why is that name there?
Crushed, you crushed everything.

I'm sorry that I still can't get you out of my mind, yet.
And yes, I'm still missing you.
But I'll be fine, I think.
And, it's better that we don't speak at all?

One last cry.

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[Nov. 12th, 2009|11:01 pm]

[	Current Location	\|	Study Table	]
[	Current Mood	\|	moody	]
[	Current Music	\|	How Six Songs Collide	]

Are you incapable of caring, or are you incapable of showing it?

Sometimes you need to forget what you want,
and know what you deserve.

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You make my world go round

[Nov. 10th, 2009|08:01 pm]

[	Current Location	\|	Study Table	]
[	Current Mood	\|	busy	]
[	Current Music	\|	Beautiful	]

I found this on my sis's table:

Damn it, because it's so chio. Not that I like hello kitty, but because it's pink.

Random photo: Colour bangles, I like. :D And, stop staring at my mole. Hah!

Haha. Cant believe I actually camwhore when I was calling Shermaine yesterday. Too bored just sitting there waiting.

Well, what happen was, this girl who was supposed to tag along for dinner with us yesterday was actually sleeping away! Tried spam call her and asking her little brother to wake her up but none was successful. After calling her thousand times with no one answering my calls, I gave up eventually and went ahead with the others to Ang Mo Kio.

We had chilli crab and crab with beehoon. Damn nice I tell you! :D Total bill was more than 100 bucks, quite expensive la, but nice. (Y)

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School today was okay, except we had so many projects, OM, FOM, CRS & IDEA. 4 bloody modules, and FOM is the toughest. Just researching itself is killing me. So wanna give up! :(

Anyway, had quite alot of fun during OM tutorial today. We were divided in to 4 groups and each group was given some items and an egg. We need to use the items to build a "nest" for the egg to ensure that it doesn't break when we throw it down from the 3rd floor. My group was the last to complete our "nest", but guess which group was the winner?

MY GROUP YO!

OUR EGG IS PERFECT. NO CRACKS, NO NOTHING, TOTALLY PERFECT. OMGZXZXXXZZZ. SO AMAZING RIGHT, I KNOW. FROM 3RD FLOOR YOU KNOW. HEHEHEHE.

Here are some photos we took. :D

Our items.

This is how we anyhow wrapped our egg. Lols.

End product. Super ugly.

Our egg after throwing down from 3rd floor, still perfect. :D

This is ART.

Our group name, so creative. :D

Okay, I should stop here. Need to do research for FOM. Hate this, but still have to do it. D:

I don't know what am I thinking, but I just wish you were here.

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How strong your love really is?

[Nov. 9th, 2009|04:22 pm]

[	Current Location	\|	Comfy Bed	]
[	Current Mood	\|	confused	]

HELLO MEANS:
H - Have you missed me?
E - Everything alright?
L - Like to see you.
L - Like to be with you.
O - Obviously I miss you.

Truth or Dare?
Truth: Tell me how you really feel.
Dare: Prove it.

(via http://immissingyou.tumblr.com/)

Just reached home. Going out again soon for dinner with some cotton on peeps, gonna have crabs for dinner! :D

P.S Just changed my contact lens. Diameter is freaking 15mm, damn huge. Not obvious in the photo though, but I frigging love it. :D

Confused, terribly confused. Trying to figure it out.
I wished I can just forget about every single thing.

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